主人公叫袁徕,袁朗的小说叫做《[士兵同人]灰色地带》，这本小说的作者是吴骅创作的BL、HE、BE的小说，书中主要讲述了：PART 0 灰色

暧昧的灰色，我们生于灰色，死于灰色。

没有所谓的好于坏，没有所谓的正与邪。好必有好的目的，坏必有坏的原因，正必有正的虚伪，邪必有邪的暧昧。

心情的灰色，人生的灰色，社会的灰色，斗争的灰色。

暧昧俗气。

群魔乱舞，真实无比……

This is our gray world.

It looks like a helix,no one can escape.

But，we together, together, against it together.

I could not promise to love you forever, because I don't know what’s happen during my whole life.

But I can catch your hands, through this world.

Trust me, never give up.

Our fear, our betrayal, our harmfulness.

Our world, our life, our love.